im not even focused while typing this...

so today i have realized that i must stop gambling.. but i wont. i finished off my weekend dishes today from one bet, i am going to buy the shit for my lame ass halloween costume tonight from another bet and im pretty sure im going to bet on a baseball game that i dont carea bout tonight. just because i dont want to stop gambling until i actually win something.
we havent gone grocery shopping in 3 weeks.. i think we are going tonight. i hope we are going tonight because if i eat chicken or noodles again this week ill die. its all we eat because its all we own.
homecoming was sweet this weekend.. i spent quality time with joy on her couch with 2 fifths between us for awhile. what time is it? shot time. wow that was fun. plus we did power hour and porn how good is that? this weekend is going to be just as good. pretty sure that mazzola is coming up,joe will be here for sunday night drinking.. things are looking good.
well im going to plan my bets and find out about this meijer thing...